Persistence

Andy Crooks writing as Andy C
2 min readApr 23, 2020

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Persistence

In these times of panic and stress, we have an opportunity to exercise Program principles… in all our affairs.

Our workmates can see our victory over difficulties. Our families can see our patience, tolerance, and calm. Our neighbours can see we are living to serve others.

But if you are like me, you are not demonstrating these values all the time. My workmates will sometimes see that I am afraid. My wife will sometimes hear an irritated, snippy tone in my voice. I am not always willing to get groceries for my isolating neighbour.

I am not perfect. I have repeated slips of tongue, pen, and the send key on my computer. When I fail to restrain myself, damage is done, and the reality sets in when amends are given.

There is a silver lining in the cloud of failures to practice my Program principles in all my affairs. As everyone around me endures the cycles of failing and amending, I am giving my persistence muscle a workout. I persist, striving to get better. With each amend, I am persisting. Persistently striving to be released from the bondage of self. My persistence muscle gets a great work out.

We are putting our design for living to the test. And we are finding that it works. Bankers call it a stress test; fitness trainers call it a major workout. AAs call it a walk in the park.

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Andy Crooks writing as Andy C
Andy Crooks writing as Andy C

Written by Andy Crooks writing as Andy C

For Andy C, not drinking was the first spiritual awakening. He’s been blessed with subsequent spiritual awakenings as the results of the 12 steps.

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